Okay, I over did it yesterday. I had an appointment at 8:30 am with the massage therapist, which was wonderful by the way. A 9:30 am appointment with the my acupuncturist, which just enhanced the results of the massage. At 11:00 am I had an appointment to get my haircut and I had made plans with my dear friend Vivian to have lunch afterwards. Vivian and I had a wonderful lunch and an awesome time of fellowship. Vivian struggles with fiber myalga and other invisible aches and pains. Because I work we don't get to visit with each other much, so we have really made an effort to meet up with each other the days I have been coming in for my appointments. We were enjoying each others company so much that we included a little shoe shopping into our lunch date. We did not get back to her house until 4:30 p.m. My original intent had been to come back to her house, rest for an hour or two, do my grocery shopping and then attend a meeting of the Arizona Cowboy Poets Gathering. Either way I knew I would be pushing it. Mom suggested I drive home with her and leave my car at my office. I could drive back in with her first thing in the morning so I could do the grocery shopping I did not get done yesterday. I agreed. Oh did I mention we did not get home until 9:00 pmish So I drove back into town with mom this morning, with the full intent of running my errands as quickly as possible and heading home before noon. Oh, did I mention I was exhausted when I got up this morning.
We got to town before 9:00 a.m. so I had to kill a little time, until I could go out to Costco, which was fine, I wanted to visit with my friend and co-worker Karen. As she was catching me up on what had been going on at work in my absence I began to feel very overwhelmed and weepy. I love my job and I miss the interaction with all of my co-workers and clientele. But to be honest I am mostly freaked about the fatigue thing and wondering if I will be able to go back to work and function at an acceptable level. I left there knowing that I really needed to talk to Dr. Susan. I was just going to leave her a note and ask her to call me however, I burst in to tears in the waiting room, when I could not think of the message I wanted to leave her, which got the staffs attention. They told me to take a seat they would see if she would mind taking a few minutes to see me before her next patient. God bless her, she took a few minutes to talk with me. Long story short she said I am really dealing with a metabolic disorder and that in my case rest, rest, rest is the best medicine. It is not caused by the MS but the MS probably does not help it. I know, I know she told me this before, but just differently. I have been laying low, not going anywhere or doing much of anything. I am not good at just laying around. Oh by the way instead of going straight home after talking to her, I went ahead and ran my errands, not getting home until about 3:30 pm. Okay, now I am really, really, really, really tired!!!! She says I need to go lay on the beach, anyone win the lottery lately and willing to sponsor my beach bathing:-)
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About Me
- Pain-Free Journey
- Lets see...I am social person. I love to be around people. I started my career as a Hairstylist in 1987 and was passionate about it until I was no longer able to in 2007. I now manage a hair salon part time and enjoy sharing my knowledge with the stylists that are just starting their careers. I have been married for 16 years and have two boys 19 and 9! They are a tru joy in my life! I have 12 chickens and 1 Rooster. They are a hoot and I love the fresh eggs. I also enjoy reading and cooking. I have something called Thalamic Pain Syndrome. I have been suffering for 5 years now, but it has just been recently that I was diagnosed with this. Oh I have had plenty of " We think this is what is wrong" so to finally know what was causing my chronic pain is a huge relief
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